Hari ini 24 April 2016, tepat 2 bulan sebelum gw berencana buat meninggalkan Jerman dan 3stripes: 24 Juni. After a long and winding process, I have decided to resign from 3stripes and leave Europe. It was not an easy decision since I am really enjoying my time here in Europe. I love the laid back culture, the living quality, the fresh air, the people, the company I work at, etc. So many things that I will miss: my friends, 3stripes, traveling around Europe, and my me-time in my car. But the decision has been made. Pros and Cons have been considered and I decided to leave. On 30 March, I wrote my resignation letter to 3stripes and April 10th, I signed my new contract.
I am nervous and tired. Nervous of the new place. I am nervous with the new office, the new environment, and the future uncertainty. I am tired of working on all of the relocation nitty-gritty. Finding new apartment, buying furniture, opening bank account, finding internet and phone provider, working on a work permit, etc. But what really turns me off is the fact that I need to make new friends and build relationship from scratch again. I have experienced that making a (good) friend is not an easy job. Many time need to be invested. And now, after almost 2 years living in Germany, I need to leave all of the good friends that I have here and start from the zero again. What a life.
Pardon my ranting. It is funny since I am the one who made the decision to leave the country but I am also the one who complains a lot. 🙂
But deep inside my heart, I think I am also excited on what God has in store for me. Yes, I am little bit tired my nomadic life. But yes, based on my experience, it proves that all the hassle are worth it, considering all new experience that I savored.
Wish me luck!
(yang lagi pusing ngejual barang2 di apartemen, ngejual mobil, ngurusin birokrasi jerman, deregister internet, deregister insurance, dan tetek bengek lainnya)